I'm tired of trying to stay away from you, Bella.
Bella, I can't live in a world where you don't exist. I'm a good liar, Bella. I have to be.
You are the only one who has ever touched my heart. It will always be yours.
I'm not going to force her to do anything that makes her unhappy now. Whatever happens. This makes her feel better. I'll deal with the rest afterward.
I am purely full of joy. Because I am missing nothing. No one has more than I do now.